collective depression

Churning feelings of rejection
For mentioning a different opinion
Frustrated about this planet’s desire to hold on
On antiquated forms of energy,
Poisoning the air, the water, and the soil.
Radiation consuming everything,
Fossil Fuels polluting the air and oceans.
Toxic waste, depression states
Why would no body explain or make sense?
Why the huge sun this planet orbits,
Cannot provide free and abundant energy for all ?

The worst of it is when you painted with lunacy
When you mention the suppressed technology,
The religio political elite have made it personal
When they actually convince a friend I care and think of
In the almost same gender intersexed predicament 
To throw in the rejection card , regardless of my admiration,
I can only think back to the greatest intventor
Who was more than just a shit artist like myself.
Nikola Tesla that we live in a sea of energy.

He is right when you understand energy
It’s the motion and vibration of substance 
That gives shape to all matter and form.
Energy cannot be created nor destroyed,
But it has potential, when concentrated as one.

I am just fed up with people, this planet and everything
Sick of it all, and the thoughts of ending my life
Seems to feel comforting when confronting the future.
A future the religio-political elites have created 
Just to value money over people’s lives and the planet

I do not wish to continue if life is just going to be a battle
Where pain and suffering just happens to live.
A month after I was born, I can consider myself dead
Intersexed gender mutilation, without my consent 
If I knew my life growing up, and living it to now was this shit
I would have ended it, with the very scalpel that made my life hell.

Plant Of Light

painted using paper straws, fingers and food colouring.

Wet Intimate Tendancies

I have not let my hair down for a while going into the more explicit direction, which I feel happier at best doing, while drawing and having a high of endorphins with psytrance playing loud, trying not to hallucinate but kep in focus on the work is an euphoric feeling. There are a few "esterggs" in the way the bodies are posotioned, the planets which reveal the working secrets of the universe and space travel, and that surreal like sliced apple effect of the view port window.