The motive around Theresa May and her being as stubborn as shit sticking to a blanket when it comes to Brexit and turning the UK into a a dystopian dictatorship is her belief in a God. She believes she is acting out the will of God, something that does not exist in reality.
source:
https://www.independent.co.uk/news/uk/politics/theresa-may-reveals-how-her-faith-in-god-makes-her-certain-she-is-doing-the-right-thing-a7442616.html
What have we learned and seen in history ? Many people were killed and executed and still today over certain beliefs on the existence of this magical sky wizard... ISIS the CIA constructed(political motive to gain support against Communism in 1970s, freedom fighters for religion apparently) religious extremist group are professionals at it. Religious beliefs are open to interpretation , which means lest say there is a page in the Bible, 100 people read it, of that 100 people, they have a different perception of what is written on that page. The text is ambiguous, and people who believe in a god, often say that the text means this and that because God told them that it is this and that.
Now it makes sense that what I have been feeling like that the government of the UK has taken the role of abusing me from my abusive parents who abused me because they believed they were right in God's eyes. They believed it was right to perform forced surgery on me when born with both gender organs, then to raise me up in the gender they believed God wanted when my mind was clearly the opposite gender to what bits I had left between my legs.
It was a hard life and I was so glad to leave their home and live on the opposite hemisphere of the planet where I could focus in getting well, preparing for surgery and have my surgery and get the fuck on with my life. However things looked good until I decided to ask an artist on deviant art (who did intersexed characters) for some help advice and so on, since I felt I was not getting enough help and support professionally here in the UK... all hell broke loose, got accused for being a stalker, I lashed back at her which was my biggest mistake, which that reinforced her beliefs about me, and I ended up being banned here and there, and she participated in abusing me by adding content about me on the internet tabloid called encyclopaedia dramatica. This lead me to attempt suicide by downing hordes of random pills and medicines... and today I might be suffering kidney issues from that, but I hope that the readings were just stress related. Because of the suicide attempt , my surgery was DELAYED for over 5 years +
I need to get the surgery done soon, as my back which I broke from jumping out of the window like the doctor who put all the pieces back together again, and said it was impossible that I could walk and move my legs , mentioned that I could possibly degrade in mobility as a grew older. I can already see the effects of that, as I need a walking stick for moving around outside of the flat.
Now I had gone over that, and surgery was back on the cards for me, where I had to focus on getting some pre-surgery prerequisites done and within a year surgery was possible. The doctor even said there had been a lot of tissue removed when the forced surgery was done after a month I had been born, the surgery would be a challenge, since I was left only with a micro-penis and the results would not be perfect... but I would appear to have my body aligned with the gender of my mind, and lesbian relationships would be the best, as not many penises would be able to fit in... unless they have a micro penis...
Then when things seemed to be moving forward, the DWP decided to move the goal posts , instead of waiting for me to come back to them after my surgery to let them know about the change in circumstances and get re-evaluated as I would have my surgery done, and much of my mental wellbeing would have being improved on that... but would still have the mobility issue of my back deteriorating slowly. They jumped the gun evaluated me and cut my benefits which I live on to get me through this difficult processes. Then now they also want to evaluate and cut me of PIP which I rely on to get taxies here and there to the Art Studio and back home, so that I would loose my independence and stay stuck in my flat... This has given me extreme distress, anxiety and depression, that my blood test readings came out abnormal and of bad health, that there is a possibility of kidney failure.. I am just hoping it is stress only. As well as high blood pressure. This is all the DWP's doing... I am being culled for Brexit and Trident...
The abuse has moved away from my parents to the British Tory Government. It feels so strangely odd that It feels like my parents are controlling the government , which is obsurd ... but the way it is going it just feels like that. I think you would feel the same way if you had been abused, moved to another part of the planet so you could get on with your life without any bullshit , then the bullshit feels like it has followed and stalked you to make your life hell in your new home.
I had nightmares of this future which is now becoming present, Then I would wake up and dismiss it as being part of the PTSD ... now it is on the headlines todays newspaper.
The thing that everyone does to harm me is all done in the belief and the name of God... which is why I can't stand theism and religion.
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