Update: Things are not getting better

I just come back from the gender specialist, It does not look like I have any hope to have an operation and get on with my life and leave the past behind. The past seems to be haunting the future. As what I had feared will happen is happening. I hate it that I have this precognition, it makes me feel life is not worth living. At first I think its paranoia, and my mind is being negative, and imagining things that wont happen because they are too far fetched,  but when they eventually happen it is a shock, and there is no going back in time to fix and warn myself, that what I see is a real glimpse of the future. What has happened is they have collected a variety of excuses, changing my data, my medical history, and censoring it just so they can dismiss me to save money. This is my life here.. Why is fucking money important than me ? My parents covered up that they got a doctor to surgery on me a month month after I was born for 29 fucking years. Now someone is trying to cover-up this forced surgery , changing my data and blood results and saying it never happened... to save money ? to save fucking money instead of my life ? To make me live through hell until WW3 starts ? I am on the verge of killing myself... enough is enough.. being concerned about my cat is what made me not do it today... I hate living on this planet

The Sound Of Infinity

Fucking industrial military complex freemason scum

The freemason industrial military complex trolls are at it again, they don't know what "leave me the fuck alone means" , It is disgusting that they would resort to attacking my health and gender issues , taking over the abuse where my parents left and stopped ... This time it is not mum and dad that locks me in a room and trying to force religious indoctrination, this time its government... because they don't like what I say and think. If they don't like like what I say and think they should not have been stupid fucks in the first place, like fucking pig heads for starters. The snoopers charter also includes intense trolling  hard with bogus user accounts that lack content , user pic and background banners.

When the people you rely on for help don't understand or help, but just add to the problem

I have just received a report from my gender specialist, and it is not good and she has misinterpreted me and got things wrong and made assumptions about me , in her perception that she believes that I "believe" in the existence of extraterrestrials forgetting that I strongly emphasised the difference between belief, understanding and knowing, where i had clearly emphasised I know and understand that life exists beyond this planet and I have interacted with people that live in other solar systems, personally with reference to Anananiah(star mother) , the foot print casts that got lost/ or destroyed by my parents, and my video and photo footage. 

She is using this information against me, to delay me from getting surgery done in regards to my gender issues of being intersexed. Using this information against me to diagnose me as having a personality disorder and psychosis so the NHS got throw me on the trash heap to save money with the funding cuts of the government, and making assumptions I am mentally unfit to have surgery. She has also excluded what I had mentioned about being born with both genders and the reaction of my parents to this and how they had kept it secret from me, and told it was true at the end of 2011, and they apologised. This had never been put in the medical report !

The report also never mentions about my blood tests having to be resubmitted because the samples had been stolen and my medical records that been hacked..
I feel I have been set up...again..
I don't know what to do, I don't even trust this doc anymore.

The sensual explorer

xpressing this extraterrestrial interfacing with a cybernetic organic ship with an orgasm to initiate the warp drive. Hopping from solar system to another with sensual ecstasy, that takes the boredom out of warp space jumping.

The 5p Plastic Bag Scam

I am so annoyed and frustrated with this paying for plastic bags when I have to do the groceries. It is nothing but a mechanism to make people more into cash cows in a form of “bag tax” to extract money from people to fund a more sinister issue, where the money is collected by CAPITA and the majority goes to so called outsourcing companies part of the industrial military complex such as SERCO, G4S, and weapons manufacturers to fund war like the council tax. They lie to people that they use the funds to solve environmental issues, where some of the funds may be used to support the fracking industry, because the free mason pig molester, pedophile David Cameron and his buddies are focusing on fossil fuels and not renewable energies , and alternative energies such as the confiscated flying disk technology the Germans were  developing at the end of WW2. 

 ts all about money, and the more reason why money is such a disease to society as it has been set first preference over the lives of people and the ecology of the planet. Like this bag tax, the carbon tax is the same thing using an environmental disaster to make profit and fund the industrial military complex. They know about better technology besides the known wind, solar etc renewable energy sources, such as  zeropoint, electromagnetic, fusion reactors or hydrogen protons. The strange thing is with nuclear fusion , the only thing that has been successful is a fucking bomb, instead of an energy source. It just shows you how primitive people are still are especially the bureaucratic  politicians and money whore bankers who are freemasons are, and they are killing the planet.

Anyway like I said, if anyone of these fucknuts makes my life more difficult and hard, the more the shit would bounce back and expose there idiocracy. 

First of all I feel I am punished with the 5p charge , when I actually had reused/recycled my plastic bags as bin bags to dispose of rubbish waste from groceries and cat litter , cat shit and pee. Now what I would have to do buy bin bags they sell at a store ? How the fuck would this reduce my plastic waste as an individual ? It would be the same amount weather I reuse shopping bags or when I use the on the shelf bin bags. No reduction of plastic waste as a n individual. Why should I be punished by the fucknuts that call themselves government , when I have been having consideration for the environment as an individual , on the negligence of the environment by others ? I never litter, but I have seen many people on the street litter, dump their litter out of their vehicles on the roadside. The thing is South Africa introduced this bag tax a decade ago, and they still have a plastic bag problem, that is harming the wildlife. Charging people for the bags is stupid and nothing but a money making pyurimid scheme to be pocket money for politicians and fund the industrial military complex. Anyone who does not comply would simply be arrested and charged by court most likely fines, cautions , and if repeated the threat of prison, which is stupid.

If the idiots of politicians, bureaucratic wankers, and bankers behind this were concerned with the environment besides tackeling the climate change pollution by fossil fuels by releasing suppressed technologies , and the use of alternative renewable energies, but the plastic pollution problem, they would making it mandatory for shops to supply free biodegradable plastic bags, and use worms and bacteria to eat the existing plastic pollution issue.

http://www.fondriest.com/news/discovery-plastic-eating-bacteria-may-speed-waste-reduction.htm

http://www.sciencealert.com/scientists-find-worms-can-safely-eat-the-plastic-in-our-garbage

https://news.stanford.edu/pr/2015/pr-worms-digest-plastics-092915.html

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Biodegradable_bag

I feel I have to brake this bag tax law, create a scene just to voice my opinion, but my worries are is how mind bogged and stupid are people to see and hear what I am trying to say from what I have experienced in the past with past experiences with violent, stupid and primitive people who would not react directly and think about things but roll out mindlessly some bureaucratic legal action shit with kangaroo courts ? I amn so angry and pissed off with this issue, because it does not tackle and fix the problem like biodegradable plastic, plastic eating mealworms and bacteria which would not only focus on plastic bags, but all plastic grocery waste, where recycling is not feasible enouph. 

Society needs to be guided and assisted by science, and scientists, not governed by money scams, policy makers , ethics puritans , and goat and pig fuckers(fraternity/cult turd faces). As long as earth is governed by these idiots, this planet is considered fucked.

Music Library

The extraterrestrials do wish to help in fixing up the planet and , but getting help from them requires a lot of understanding , and almost impossible because for the society of this planet has far to many borders, boundaries , segregation and methods of discrimination, that even people who are unique and different get rejected from society by race, gender, and other aspects, how would the society of this planet interact as a whole with extraterrestrial people ?

  

ET For Michel

It is my friend's Birthday so I decided to do this Extraterrestrial for him forgot to update it here ,,,on my blog.